for the past 2 days, i went running with my mum and sis at punggol park. it was quite ironic cuz i had to drag my feet to the park. but when i started running and got into the mood, i just didnt want to stop. haha. today i broke my own personal record! felt super satisfied with myself. hahah. ((: maybe the idyllic sunset made my run so much more worthwhile. no kidding, my area here has gorgeous sunrises and sunsets. (:


like what jiahui said, it's difficult to write abt ur personal feelings, just like you own diary, on this public blog. but i dun have the time to write diaries and blogging seems to be the only convenient way to pen down my thoughts, even at the expense of divulging or exposing my inner thoughts. im just going to pretend nobody knows abt my blog. hahah.


just now, i open my drawer and spotted this heartshaped metal box. yuup. it was his vday present. gosh. i duno why i still have this heavy nostalgia feeling when i open it up. in it, there were his letter which had a drawing he did. he promised he would draw another one for me but well, it never came true. also, there was a small piece of cloth with a heart sewn on it. i never had the chance to give it to him. And there was a piece of paper which kailuen wrote sth really sweet abt me & him and gave it to me. i never had the heart to throw that away.


there are just too many things in my drawer or boxes that carry memories of him. okay, yeah. i know i should snap out of this and stop thinking of the past. but it's always ummm, nice to reminisce those memories, bad or good.


okay im done with those memories. i shall chuck it one side for now. (:


anyway, i've lost all of the links to u guys' webbies. please let me know if u want me to relink u guys. sorry!


* fate may have swept us away through times but sometimes, fate has a strange way of bringing us both together.

posted by pam @ 12:29 AM